In a State of Flux

state of flux - a state of uncertainty about what should be done

 That's where this space resides. If you're a reader who's followed me for the last couple of years, thanks for sticking around through the ups and downs and deletes and wonkiness, and yes, I did hide the archives. I wasn't up for sorting through them to see if there was anything I really didn't want anyone to find...why did I blog it then? Good question. If you're newer here, I've been here for 4 years and I've hidden 99% of that documentation because I'm a fruit loop. Why? I put it out there and I shouldn't be ashamed or embarrassed by my feelings or emotions but, you know, sometimes I am get weird.

I keep thinking I want to start over somewhere new so I do...but I keep coming back here. It's home, so we'll see where this goes and if I can get this up and running again.

I'm working on a tightening up the parameters on what I want to accomplish in the new year.  I'll post those when I'm ready and use this space as an open journal of sorts.

One of my larger more ambitious goals is to be more open and honest about my feelings. I'm already honest, aside from a blip last year, I stay true to course. I'm talking more on an emotional level. Telling people you miss them, you love them, you care for them, that mushy stuff. Affection.

Happy New Year!!